Love Notes

Intro:
Going through my diary (from way back)
i stumbled on some of my notes to the one i loved
(and still love, tho we can't be together)
it felt so good reading them and i felt i should share
some of those notes with y'all
in this Season of Love
In the following days i will share notes, poems and Letters
and on 12th give my definition of Love
Let me take you through
My Odyssey of Love
Val is in the Air

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I have always asked myself

Why i decided to keep mute

Bout the irritating things you said or did

It's not that i have not tried to tell you

But most times

I just look at you and smile

Partly because i know that

I can only be sure of my heart and what i feel

Never can tell what's going through yours and

Partly cos

There are things about me that you can't understand

Even if i tell you

I was never afraid to say what i want to say

When i want to say it and however i wish

It has become almost become an impulse

But with you

I had to relax and find a suitable way

To tell you these things because

Much as i would not want to be misunderstood

I would not forgive myself if 

By expressing myself i hurt you

No matter what happens

I would rather bear the burden of my pains

Than see you hurt just to let it out

Though,

I expressed my thoughts

Concern, care and dissatisfaction

It's all because i really care

I might not want you as a Lover

(can't be so certain)

But i am sure that

I NEED YOU not as JUST FRIENDS

But as

A TRUE, TRUSTED & SINCERE ONE!

                                               

                                ........ All About Dums

Storms from a quiet heart!